So after I said I was going to begin writing in this blog again. I did exactly the opposite.

But how times have changed since the last time I wrote.

I have found new love, progressed in my career, made some great new friends and it feels like i've lost some other ones.

Its hard to say how I really feel about drifting away from old friends. I've made some great friends via work, again as my trend seems to be, I rather enjoy be-friending those who are slightly older then myself. I guess its the maturity or world wisdom or something. With any luck these are the friends i will keep for life.

But some friends i made whilst at uni, or at least during my hectic 2010 year now are more aquantances. People who you every now and then send 2 sentances on facebook or share an awkward beer with at the pub while you try and remember the times in your life that they were around for. Did I see that movie with them? Were they at Y's Party when Q and R got drunk and T stormed off. And no future Me that wasn't code. Just an example.

Should I feel sad as these people drift away that they are...well drifting away. Because I don't think I do. The day ends, they seasons changes and so do friendships. Some great memories but at the end of the day, while i can accuse them they never picked up the phone and said hey, well nether did i.


But as my group of friends change i seem to be in a strange place. Mr S one of my greatest friends i could ever ask for. With both different and yet very much the same experiances tying us together, the friend i dont have to worry about seeing evey month cause of this.

Mr B the partner in crime, a work friendship or more. Some days i dont know, me imatating him or dreams of how i see myself. Itherway gets through the day with great advide.

MissnJP whom i dearly love.

Miss ee-ee The friend who i sometimes dont talk to for months but then we share dozens of messages with at once and i remember how strange a friendship one can have and how it started,


All this talk of friends makes me miss High School. There were times i was greatly unhappy, but the pain has long since faded. Gone the way of....what happens to our teen lives.

But what i miss is the parties and the sportiveness that people could provide. Sure it may all seem trivial now but back then it felt like life and death. You could talk about just about anything and get support with little judgement.

I miss the zen like moments, the aura cleansing moments of disappearing at a party with a friend, just to lay on the grass, stare at the stars. Listen to the party in the back ground and share thoughts on life, love and the universe.

Thoughs days are gone. Adult life seems although not lacking in support..well different. I think part of me things, now nearly 10 years on from those party days that i should be able to solve things myself. Or maybe its just a fear of being judged.

ither way. Life moves fast...and can be just as confusing as ever

or 3 years, 10 months, 14 days since i last posted on here. How time flies when your having fun, or you know growing up.

Its funny reading back over this all again, or as far back as i dare go. I seem to recall last time i had an urge to re-read all of this i ended up making me depressed. For one i seemed to be sure where i was heading back then but also because, well how whiny was I??

I mean i've killed for less now....

Now blog entry..blog entry.... how does one write one of those things again..

So much has changed since i last wrote up update. I have graduated from university, my sister got married (then had a baby) Sam moved to Melbourne, we broke up, i got full time work, came our of my shell alot more, lost some beloved pets, drank copious amounts of alcohol ( oh jack duggans hotel, the things you have witnessed.

Live Journal i am not going to lie to you...How else will i remember this all in a few years time when i again look it up.

2010 has been roller coaster of emotion.... I've been happy, I've been sad, I've been neutral and I've been angry. All within very shot amounts of times, probably not healthy but in this day and age what is, we get told one thing to have it change the next day, then there is just the paranoia SWINE FLU H1N!... If i read this in a few years time i wonder if people will remember it...It was last year but that was the most over hyped thing ever....

Any way why am i writing this, well don't know really... Well i do i want somewhere i can be me again, get back into a bit of writing at the same time. Even if it is filled with spelling mistakes, grammatical errors and some lies it might be good for me....Its group therapy without the group.

Any way back to this year, its been an interesting one.... Now to write cryptically without being to cryptic that i cant work it out again later...

From Mah-Me-me-Me Milliams to MeeM Mound,i put myself through a bit of emotional turmoil, for no good reason. I think i needed it at the time, but has that caused more drama then its worth...ill say!!lol

Whats next...well maybe its time for a new chapter....or a new episode (hint) i guess we will find out after these rather incontinently placed holidays

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Actually ive done two
Thats why i need you
Cant decide which one to use, please take part in the poll i set up, You only have to look at 4 small animations and say which looks better, And click the button, Simple
PLease i need opinions
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Read, View, Post. Do something, on my forum please.
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Lets see here
Midnight Davinci Code starts
2.30am Film ends
2.40am Home
3am in bed
8 woken up by alarm
Now-Tierd
Was it worth it, Now having to be tierd all day just so i could see Davinci code....NO, Ok its a standard movie, Nothing spectacular, nothing drastically wrong with it. I think why it was a let down was the hype, It had such hype, and contreversay and media attention about its launch that, well the film dosnt live up to its portrayed standard. If this was just some random film that i had decided to see, That i had heard nothing off i probabbly would of been impressed, But for its level of quality, doesn't match it hype

Now off to a lecture

I have no points, on clairs lj, But alas i can make my own point game
20 points for whoever can tell me WHERE THE F**k ARE SOME CLEAN SOCKS!!!!!


20 minutes later

Thats right 20 points to me. YEAHHH

party at my house for sams birthday, if u dont know where that is, chance are u arnt invited. Will be on friday night, umm sometime to sometime, ill be there from lets say 3pm after, so anytime after that stop by. If u want food and stuff let me know by miday friday and ill go buy some nibbles, not much thoe cause im borke, b.y.o alcahol. and b.y.o dates.

I hate conformity, But to not conform is a type of conformity, so i will rebel against conformity by conforming, Shut up makes sense to me.


Last Alcoholic Drink: Umm beer at TM camp

Last Car Ride: With tom from uni to home

Last Kiss: last monday, when sam was down (there was that time with james but that dosn't count, or exist)

Last Good Cry: ????no idea, not trying to sound manly but havnt cried in ever, Maybe im dead inside?

Last Library Book: Script writting for comedy

Last Book Bought: Script for TM
Last Cigarette: NEVER

Last Book Read: Reading Hitchhikers ATM, last script was resistable rise of Au Tuio

Last Movie Seen in Theatres:(last 2 weeks) V For Vendetta, Inside man, When a stranger calls, Pink Panther.

Last Movie Rented: Rented....Hmmm umm i cant remember, well let me plug the movie 2nd Coming really good, actually last movie might of benn Van Wilder party liason

Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck

Last Beverage Drank: Cola

Last Food Consumed: Doughnut, home made,

Last Crush:

Last Phone Call: Tom, called james after but didnt answer
Last TV Show Watched: 2 and a half men, then house

Last Time Showered: This morning

Last Shoes Worn: my joggers

Last CD Played: Acoustic mix from the cinema

Last Item Bought: Packet of chips (tom relised my typo, otherwise it would of been packet of ships)

Last Download: hey thats my latest download to, Some Colin Hay Songs

Last Annoyance: Tom

Last Disappointment: tom

Last Soda Drank: Coke

Last Thing Written: Coke

Last Key Used: Ctrl+shift+rightarrow,comma,space,s,p,a,c,e,comma,c,o,m,m,a THIS QUESTION DOSNT END

Last Words Spoken: This question just goes

Last Sleep: bout 1am to 8am

Last Ice Cream Eaten: Cookies and cream would of had more but estell and Joanna (tom and james) ate it all

Last Chair Sat In: dining room chair at the computer

Last Webpage Visited: Livejornal and http:/brokenegg.proboards100.com

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Brokenegg productions is making a movie this holidays, Who is brokeneggs production, well thats me. im the creator of brokenegg productions (a fact that i may hide if the 1st movie is shit) so im also the head of brokenegg productions. Who else is there, Well tom is a member in some way, Not shure how, He is ither a head person, or he is with his own production company and then the first film is a BrokenEggs and (insert toms company here) joint production. James may be a head of aswell in some way, so might loz be. havnt asked yet
U basically can all be in the movie, Its going to be an action, Thinking just finsing some fight scenes and parodying them, purpisfily badly.
If your intersted post under the im making a movie section on my forum
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PLease use the forum anyway. More details are on there, ill let u know more after ive had sleep